Wednesday, 12 March 2014

a twelfth reflection...'vessels of hope'

They say hope dies last of all.  But perhaps only in some of us… 

…I am, for instance, a depressive, but by the same token have a converse tendency towards optimism, it may be in the lineage – I come from a prosperous and loving family. 

I have a bad day, a bad week, a bad month, any of which can topple me for a time, and yet somehow I manage to right myself in the end, and get back to feeling OK, good even. 

Still, I have come across one or two people in three decades on this small, wet and windy planet, and heard of many more, for whom this sadly does not happen - perhaps hope for these people dies early.

If so, why?

I think it is important to be reminded that all of us are individuals in a society that is, at present, tripping over itself with the excitement of being inter-connected/online; that we don’t allow ourselves to get caught up in a frenzy that shouts more more more, new new new, now now now, me me me; and remember that we should relate to one another directly in a mindful sense (taking into account pasts, as well as presents and futures), not through the medium of mainstream rhetoric that can be irrelevant, involve the unattainable, and be not always good for us on any terms – mainstream rhetoric that can blind us to the fortunes of others less fortunate, who may share (at least) our physical living spaces.

In the perceived need to make a life in the image of what society, the illusion of progress, inter-connectedness, and the imagined future apparently decrees, we often neglect personal relationships that do not quite fit in with this (aspirational) ‘hive’ mentality that mainstream rhetoric can consolidate in our minds.

We need to see for ourselves that we are nearly all vessels of hope for at least someone in the great swamp of existence.  But not just vessels of hope for our partners and close family members, also the (potentially) friendless, the jobless, the sick and ill, the outsiders wanting an ‘in’.

We are needed, and not necessarily, not always, by the people we know we are close to, or indeed the demands of the ‘hive’, but by the people we are aware that exist on the fringes of our conscience: in more simple terms, the guy or girl we know lingering awkwardly on the edge of a group of friends at a social gathering, unsure how to join in; the lonely old man we pass everyday on the way to work we never say ‘good morning’ to; the Big-issue seller who stands on the same street-corner daily, asks if we want to buy a copy, that we routinely ignore – all may be experiencing mute agony and despair, all would benefit from our recognition.

It’s not as if we have to buy a copy of the Big-issue necessarily, or the lonely old man breakfast, or spend the whole evening out talking to the awkward friend, but a little acknowledgement can go a long way, at the same turn reinforcing in us the notion that life happens everywhere, and not just on Planet You-or-I; that questions need to be asked by us of the plight of others, questions we would ask and try and answer of and for ourselves.

To be a vessel of hope for someone is inconvenient in the sense it can mean giving more than we will get back, at least in the short term, sometimes in the long term too; and giving or sacrificing something – even if only our time – can be uncomfortable, because perhaps we are not used to giving or making sacrifices for people beyond those we believe can more or less reciprocate in full.  Our lives are less bothersome as a consequence, but they are also more insular and less broad in experience; and the more we allow our horizons to be hemmed, the more we, and the people close to us, become another nuclear cell in the ‘hive’, the more the ‘hive’ develops to the detriment of charity, and the more the disparity between the haves and have-nots is likely to grow.

If, however, we can be on an individual basis vessels of hope for someone that exists in a hemisphere slightly out of our typical milieu, the ‘hive’ can be a force for good, and the aforementioned medium of mainstream rhetoric can change to better understand and carry the human flotsam that otherwise is beached and disregarded, and become something of a river of inclusion, generosity of spirit, and hope.

Pain and suffering, at present, do not feature in the mainstream rhetoric of the ‘hive’, but they should for the good of our society as a whole.  And the government, in forthcoming welfare reforms, could do with appreciating this.

Meanwhile, Mother Teresa – a remarkable person by any human standard – understood something of this when she said, to paraphrase, that loving is giving until it hurts; this is perhaps part of what it takes to be a vessel of hope for somebody, but a part that can enrich in that to become accustomed to a level of pain is to be able to better comprehend the needs of the less well-off.

Hope is fostered in us and carried for us often by other people in and around our lives, and if we ignore our duty to be vessels of hope, hope will continue to die early for the people on the fringes who we don’t engage with on a real and personable basis.

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